[Intro] Bout to tell a true story [Verse 1] I'm praying to have peace with things I can't change Ever since you've been away I haven't been the same This depression rules my mind it just won't go away I'm feeling numb, every task I'm doing just feels mundane I told myself that I'm the reason for my own pain Cause I'm the one who chose to love you knowing its in vain And even though I learnt lessons that ain't everything I want you here, too much pain to bare, do you feel the same? I'm confused, feeling left alone and abused Broken home, broken youth Tell me what's my use? Love hard, die alone, tell me which to choose? Does it even matter? Either way I stand to lose Cause I'm never good enough I dunno how to prove That even though I'm broken I can be good to you And my heart beats for you and my soul clings to you But you still don't love me Still don't love me Love apology, I guess it wasn't good enough The situation tricky but I still never give up Cause I realize every girl I tried was a bust Felt like a lie if it wasn't me and you And trust that I know how it's hard when you wanna feel the love But you can't cause we're far and I hate it to my guts But deep within my heart I just love you so much But you still don't want me, still don't want me [Chorus] Didn't wanna let you go, didn't wanna see you leave Swear I love too hard, wear my heart on my sleeve You're the rib from my cage, I'm the Adam to your Eve Do you love to cut me just to see me bleed? [Bridge] I told you that we coulda stayed forever We could've made it work But I guess I'm not that clever [Verse 2] If it's in Jah plans I'll be with you I know But right now I guess I have to take the high road, ye Smoke in my lungs, falsetto, high note This love was all I had, left me with my mind blown Cause you understand me easily and cared about my craft I thought we'd be forever, made plans and god laughed And even though it's done I find it hard to let you go If its the last song then just wanna let you know [Chorus] Didn't wanna let you go, didn't wanna see you leave Swear I love too hard, wear my heart on my sleeve You're the rib from my cage, I'm the Adam to your Eve Do you love to cut me just to see me bleed? [Outro] I told you that we coulda stayed forever We could've made it work But I guess I'm not that clever

Intro: I’m tired of emotions I can’t outrun Obsessed with the outcome Claiming no regrets I only pretend not to have one I can’t have it all, I can’t have it all I can’t have it all, I can’t have it all Even though forgiven, I’m still reminiscing You can have it all, cuz with you I am missing You can have it all, you can have it all, nah You can have it all, you can have it all, nah Verse 1: What can I have if I dont have what I want? How you claim love but at the same time you don’t Seem to be confused with the path that you chose Yes I made mistakes in the past and I know I think I am confused, I dont know what to do I really want you too, but I dont wanna lose you If I had to choose, you know it would be you [Chorus: Direalsensei & Nymaly] You know i’ve just been thinking.. Bout you, bout you, bout you You know i’ve just been thinking.. Ahhh You know i’ve just been thinking.. Bout you, bout you, bout you Verse 2: I just wanna be a better man can you understand? Imagine seeing you with another man (Neva dat) That’s the kind of thing i just can't comprehend I wanna be your lover not your best friend (No Friend Zone) I met you on twitter while texting Now your smile’s got my interest and I’m believing that your interesting So its my time start to investing (alright) Member when we start to Facetime Camera reel memories start to unwind And every time i saw you i felt things i can't explain We’re so far away but i still feel you in my veins Confused and ashamed, the things I’ve had to claim as mistakes Still forgave me for everything that's more than heartache Couldn’t even comfort you when you start to shake And that's more than my heart could take Chorus: You know i’ve just been thinking.. Bout you, bout you, bout you You know i’ve just been thinking.. Ahhh You know i’ve just been thinking.. Bout you, bout you, bout you [Outro]

You have my love [Verse 1] Your smiles are my sunsets, so breath taking, impossible to capture yet fondly pursued, I can't risk blinking for fear I'd miss the view, and every evening when the sky turns pink, with dark shades of blue, I remind myself of you, your smile, your lips, your laugh, it's proof, of a flower, that blooms, even in the times of gloom So when you're feeling stressed babe just step into my room and I'll keep you calm, hold you close, sex your mind, keep your clothes, the pain we feel no one knows, the reason you're my only goals, i just wanna let you know that I could never let you go, step into the fire shadrach, meshach,and abednego, the fiery furnace of our love, was always meant to blow, nothing that we didn't know, hate we still refused to show, never met you once gave you all my love through the phone, even though it seems weird baby girl you ought to know You have my love, please cherish it Memories i won't bury its, crazy how you touched my heart, but scary that we're turning into strangers after 3 years, to me it doesn't seem fair but i'm the one who isnt there so the cross is mine just to bare [verse 2] This song ain't got no chorus this song ain't got no hook, its just me spilling my heart bout this love that got me shook, i stepped in a dangerous game, i was warned but still i stayed You left much to my dismay, and ill never be the same but my pops said you can't complain boy you played the game, remember when the storm comes the sun will shine again, so even when you're hopeless and your fed up never let up just do like 2pac said baby boy keep ya head up Cause love hurts, love hurts yes it does but a frozen heart won't make it better, gotta open up, feel the rush, every thrust, heart racing as you blush, even if it ain't us baby girl just remember You have my love, please cherish it Memories i won't bury its, crazy how you touched my heart, but scary that we're turning into strangers after 3 years, to me it doesn't seem fair but i'm the one who isnt there so the cross is mine just to bare

[Chorus] Can I just take you for myself, cause I don't want nobody else it's true, can I just take you for myself, cause you don't need nobody else it's true [Verse 1] Lemme tell you what's on my mind, things I'm thinking bout, waking up getting dressed with you and we going out, getting some food and we not living for thrills so it nuh matter to me if we just sit on a hill cause we can chill, baby we can vibe, it nuh matter, call me when you need my anytime and I'll be there for you like you're there for me and, I dont care bout your new bredrin cause your love is for me and I'll always be for you girl i know you love me too and, when my spirits through you just bright up my day like the sun, baby girl I swear that I think you're the one, but now that you're gone girl I just wanna take you for myself, cause I don't want nobody else but you (x2) [Verse 2 - Tesfa Zion] Ye, ye Yes I want you to myself, me so selfish And I know she want to show out, she cyah help it, keep you to myself so the streets cyah tempt you if you run out of my life yes I would feel so empty, baby I need your love, baby I need it, baby I need your love, baby I need it [Chorus - Tesfa Zion] Can I just take you for myself, cause I don't want nobody else but you, can I just take you for myself, cause I don't want nobody else but you

[Verse 1] Middle of the night feel myself surrounded, its just me and my thoughts and I'm here slowly drowning I'm swimming looking for a way to fill the pain 'member days smiling at you listening to novacane But, now those days are gone and I'm here by myself, all i think about’s you just loving on someone else, and, do you even know what that does to my mental health or are you just like the rest and care only bout yourself? Please give me the truth did you mean the things you say or was it just to cope with your struggles day to day, or, was i just a shoulder to cry on before you dick ride, was it ever me that resided on the inside or was it just a lie all this time? wait lemme end this rhyme cause I'm peaking at my limits swear i wanna stop the clock, and I'm stuck between a hard place, heartbreak and a Glock (cock back) And i say to god [Chorus] Deep waters, deep waters, dear father, do you ever sleep on us? Cause I feel so alone, and I wanna end my life but before I end it all lemme contemplate the price And I say to god Deep waters deep waters, dear father, do you ever sleep on us? cause I feel so alone. I feel so alone [Verse 2] Story of my life it just tells a lonely tale of a broken soul that was in search of the holy grail through the rapping and the drugs, confusing love with lust man I dunno what you heard but in the streets there’s no love! Everybody says they’re there for you but only few mean it, I'm demolishing these lines while you claim to read between it, this is straight from my heart give a fuck about rap, when i step to the mic all i think about’s facts like how im so selfless always giving all my love, and when they move on all I'm left with is the drugs and the tears, man its stepping on my brain, sometimes I wonder why I gotta go through all this pain? They say its sposed to build me but sometimes it tries to kill me, they say that i was born again and that its sposed to heal me, but what the fuck? that doesnt help when my heart’s cutting up, all these intellectual books could never smooth out the rust and im tired of being rational and always using logic, im tired of loving bitches who just turn out to be toxic But one thing ill never get tired of is the chronic, cause thats the only doctor giving real diagnostics So [Chorus] Deep waters, deep waters, dear father, do you ever sleep on us? Cause I feel so alone, and I wanna end my life but before I end it all lemme contemplate the price And i say to god Deep waters, deep waters, dear father, do you ever sleep on us? Cause I feel so alone, and I wanna end my life but before I end it all lemme contemp- (gunshot)