[Verse 1]
Middle of the night feel myself surrounded, its just me and my thoughts and I'm here slowly drowning
I'm swimming looking for a way to fill the pain 'member days smiling at you listening to novacane

But, now those days are gone and I'm here by myself, all i think about’s you just loving on someone else, and, do you even know what that does to my mental health or are you just like the rest and care only bout yourself?

Please give me the truth did you mean the things you say or was it just to cope with your struggles day to day, or, was i just a shoulder to cry on before you dick ride, was it ever me that resided on the inside or was it just a lie all this time? wait lemme end this rhyme cause I'm peaking at my limits swear i wanna stop the clock, and I'm stuck between a hard place, heartbreak and a Glock

(cock back)

And i say to god

[Chorus]

Deep waters, deep waters, dear father, do you ever sleep on us?
Cause I feel so alone, and I wanna end my life but before I end it all lemme contemplate the price

And I say to god

Deep waters deep waters, dear father, do you ever sleep on us? cause I feel so alone. I feel so alone

[Verse 2]

Story of my life it just tells a lonely tale of a broken soul that was in search of the holy grail through the rapping and the drugs, confusing love with lust man I dunno what you heard but in the streets there’s no love!

Everybody says they’re there for you but only few mean it, I'm demolishing these lines while you claim to read between it, this is straight from my heart give a fuck about rap, when i step to the mic all i think about’s facts like how im so selfless always giving all my love, and when they move on all I'm left with is the drugs and the tears, man its stepping on my brain, sometimes I wonder why I gotta go through all this pain?

They say its sposed to build me but sometimes it tries to kill me, they say that i was born again and that its sposed to heal me, but what the fuck? that doesnt help when my heart’s cutting up, all these intellectual books could never smooth out the rust and im tired of being rational and always using logic, im tired of loving bitches who just turn out to be toxic
But one thing ill never get tired of is the chronic, cause thats the only doctor giving real diagnostics

So

[Chorus]

Deep waters, deep waters, dear father, do you ever sleep on us?
Cause I feel so alone, and I wanna end my life but before I end it all lemme contemplate the price

And i say to god

Deep waters, deep waters, dear father, do you ever sleep on us?
Cause I feel so alone, and I wanna end my life but before I end it all lemme contemp-

(gunshot)